Chapter 3, Part 4 "Asshole"

 Elliot was already arrived and seated when Vivian walked in. She was nervous, and the look Elliot gave her made it all even worse. "Hi." Elliot said simply without making a face expression revealing his emotions. "I'm pregnant, Elliot, really pregnant." Vivian said. She was hoping for a good reaction. If would be so embarrassing if he freaked out in public. Suddenly Elliot said: "You're having an abortion of course" while smiling nasty. Vivian's heart froze entirely. Was he really saying this? "No, what?" Vivian asked frightened. "I'm not having an abortion!" she added harshly. "You see, Vivian, I'm not ready to be a father. I don't want to spend all of my money on a little bastard." Elliot said. His tone of voice was calm and almost a little happy, which freaked Vivian out quite a lot. What had she gotten herself into?

 "You can't be serious?" Vivian asked, hoping for a bad excuse or something that would imply it all being a joke from Elliot's side. He shock his head, this was defiantly not a joke, he really didn't think she was going to keep this baby, just because he told her not to. "Are you out of your mind?" Vivian asked. Again Elliot shock his head, he was serious looking this time. "You have to understand that this baby isn't going to be a part of my life, Vivian, neither should it be a part of yours." He then added. A small tear ran down Vivian's face without her even realizing it.

 "Seriously Viv, we aren't ready to become parents, we've just gotten together." Elliot said almost sarcastic. "I'm not sure if I even want to spend the rest of my life with you..." he added. That sentence broke Vivian's heart and made her realize that she was on her own now. "I feel sorry for your mom who gave birth to an asshole like you!" Vivian shouted. She had totally forgotten they were in a public place with people around them. Thankfully there weren't too many sims there, after all it was kind of late.

 "Whatever Vivian." Elliot said. "I'm not going to be a part of this baby's life. I want nothing to do with that bastard child and if you're keeping the baby I want nothing to do with you either." he added, sounding calm and relaxed as if this was the easiest thing in life. Vivian couldn't understand how he could have been so mad the day before and now was so calm and careless.

 "It takes two to tango, you moron!" Vivian shouted while waving her hand in Elliot's face. "I know that, but this it all your fault anyways." Elliot replied. "MY FAULT?" ... "Excuse me, you're taking care of this baby even though you might not want to. You're going to love this child because it's your child!" Vivian shouted. "No, I'm not!" Elliot said as he turned around and started to walk away. "Where are you going?" Vivian asked with a voice of a small little child, all scared and damaged. "I'm going home, bye." He answered calm, without turning around looking at her.

"What am I going to do?" Vivian said to herself when she realized everyone in the room was staring awkwardly at her. What had she gotten herself into? And how was she going to fix this mess?

Chapter 3, Part 3 "Peeing on a stick"

 The next morning Vivian was anxious to find out whether she was pregnant or not. She looked down at the test she had bought. Was she really going to do this? What if it was positive? She started to shake nervously and cold sweat ran down her back. She opened the package and looked at the little white stick she was holding in her hands. "A plus means I'm pregnant." she said slowly to herself. The entire room was spinning.

 As she sat down on the toilet she felt the need to pee. "No...No, No, No!" she said desperately while peeing on the white little stick. This was the moment, the moment that could either change her life or leave an empty space in her heart. She had laid awake the entire night before thinking of what would happen if she really was pregnant. Would Elliot support her? She had thought about what she was going to tell her parents. Sure, she was their only child and a grandchild wouldn't do them any harm, but she was so young and her income wasn't too reliable after all.

 The test showed a tiny, almost invisible plus sign. Vivian began to shake again. "A person growing inside of me?" she thought to herself. She didn't really know how to tell people, sure, she had gone through a plan in her head several times, but now it was really happening. Vivian picked up the phone and dialed Imogen's number. "Hey Vivian, how are you?" Imogen asked. Vivian didn't know what to say. A moment of silence occurred, followed by a repeat of the question, this time in a worried tone of voice. "I'm pregnant, plus sign, oh my gosh!" Vivian replied so quickly Imogen had a hard time understanding what she was saying at first. "Congratulations, darling." Imogen said. "No, what? How am I going to tell people?" Vivian said angrily. After talking on the phone for over an hour Vivian decided it was time to call Elliot.

 "Hi, this is Elliot, who's calling?" Elliot's voice sounded from the phone. Vivian put the phone to her ear and said: "Hi Elliot, it's Vivian..." There was a moment of painful silence before Elliot spoke again. "Did you take the test?" he asked firmly. Vivian nodded, realizing he couldn't see her she replied: "Yes, can we meet up?" She was sure Elliot understood she was pregnant, but he didn't say anything. "Tonight, after work. The little park with the yellow house. Ok?" he asked with a kind and calm voice.

 A couple of hours later Vivian sat in the car on her way to the place where they were to meet. She had no idea what she could expect from Elliot at this point. Sure, she knew he wasn't ready for a baby, but he would step up to the plate, wouldn't he?

Busy with S C H O O L !

So here I am, in my bed, dressed of course. Sitting with my computer on my lap, it's a macbook by the way. I really, really want to play The Sims right now. I miss the game so much, weird, but true. School is taking up all my time, and it really sucks. I want to continue my story, and I am going to continue it! Tomorrow is friday? Yes. I have this big test tomorrow, which I'm not going to ace. If I'm lucky I'll pass, if I don't pass I'm screwed, but other than that, life's good, right... Wrong! I'm super tired. Ok, so guys, guy, whoever reads this blog or did or are going to, I don't know, I'm sorry, I don't mean to nag but I just really have to get this off my chest because I'm sick and tired of school occupying my life, pretty much. 

But know this! 

I'll be back really soon, hopefully this weekend! I promise, you will see what happens next, even though you might not care, I will show you because it's juicy. Ha ha. 

Chapter 3, Part 2 "It's a maybe-baby"

 Elliot arrived pretty quickly after Vivian had called him. It felt good to see him coming to her rescue, like a prince in shining armor. What was he going to say? What was he going to think? "Our baby is going to be beautiful." Vivian said to herself without noticing at first.

 Elliot walked towards Vivian with a big smile on his face. He clearly didn't know what was coming. Vivian felt kind of sorry for him, it wasn't the ideal situation, you know, they had just gotten together and now they were pregnant, at least they might be. Elliot grabbed Vivian's head as she grabbed his waist and they both pulled each other towards each other. "Hey gorgeous. How are you?" Elliot asked. Vivian didn't know where to begin. "I need to tell you something... Something important!" she said.

 Vivian leaned towards Elliot's ear, waited a couple of second, then she whispered: "I think I might be pregnant." Elliot just stood there, with Vivian next to his ear. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Vivian held his hand tight as they just stood there. "Are you ok? What do you think?" Vivian said quiet.

 "What the hell is wrong with you?" Elliot suddenly shouted as he pushed Vivian away. "I think I'm pregnant..." Vivian sobbed. Elliot's shocked faced turned into an angry, almost insane face. "How could this be?" Elliot said with a voice Vivian had never heard anything like before. "We had... sex." Vivian tried to explain. "I KNOW WHAT WE DID!" Elliot screamed as loud as even possible. Vivian just stood there, trying to speak with her hands as her voice had disappeared.

"I'm not having no baby!" Elliot shouted. Vivian didn't know what to say. Why would he be so mad for something so great? "I bought some tests." Vivian said. "Have you taken them?" Elliot asked a little calmer. "No, not until tomorrow morning, but I do think..." Vivian replied. "You don't know for sure?" Elliot interrupted her, sounding a bit angry again. Vivian was scared. What had she gotten herself into? "I'm still young, you know." Elliot added. "I'm not ready for a baby." Vivian's heart broke a little from those words.

"Please, Elliot, please help me out here... I'm just as scared as you are." Vivian said trying to calm Elliot down. "Can you at least wait until tomorrow to freak out?" Vivian asked politely. Elliot nodded and looked away. Vivian felt quite relieved that he didn't made eye contact, it would have been way too uncomfortable at this point. "Give me a kiss, you stupid girl." Elliot suddenly said while leaning over towards Vivian.

After one insanely awkward kiss Elliot went to his car and drove the short way home. 

Update over here... It took me two hours to finish this part, and I didn't like how it came out, which sucks because I don't really want to publish it, but I don't really have a choice since it's a crucial part, and more than that I'm not going to say, ha ha. Mean of me? I think not. Ok, so I will probably be updating more tomorrow, but I don't want to promise anything, so uhm. See you when I see you. Bye-bye. 

I don't feel like writing.

Hey, is there anyone out there? I just wanted to complain a bit since I think I'm allowed to right now. I feel so sick, so ill, everything is just horrible right now. I swallow painkiller after painkiller, praying it will get better... Does it get better? NO! I find it quite hard complaining in english I just realized, my frustration doesn't seem to go away when I write in english, something it usually does when I write in norwegian. Oh well, more story to come soon, well, as soon as I feel better.

Chapter 3, Part 1 "Surprise, baby"

A couple of weeks passed by, five to be exact. Vivian had been feeling sort of dozy the couple of last weeks and was afraid she might be coming up with something. She went down to the pharmacy where she listed all of her symptoms. "I'm tired all the time..." Vivian complained to the woman standing behind the desk at the pharmacy. "And I eat a lot!" she then said. The woman at the pharmacy just nodded and wrote a few words on a computer. "Yes, yes. Anything else?" the woman asked. Vivian had to think for a while. "Well, I have been feeling quite ill for a couple of weeks now, and I feel like I've moved into my bathroom considering how much time I spend there peeing all the water in my body out..." Vivian replied. The woman looked up at her and smiled. "Any chance you might be pregnant?" she asked. Vivian froze there she stood. Could it be? The woman showed Vivian the way to where the pregnancy tests were and picked out the very best one for her. "Here you go. Now, wait until tomorrow morning until you pee on the stick, ok?" she said. Vivian nodded, paid and walked out of the pharmacy in shock. 

 Vivian drove as fast as she had never driven before just so she could get home and call Imogen. The reason why she decided it was best to call Imogen was because she had just given birth to a child of her own and would know a thing or two about pregnancies. "Can you please, please, please just come over, it's an emergency!" Vivian screamed on the phone. "Calm down, woman, what's up?" Imogen said annoyed. "Can you just come, I sort of need your expertise!" Vivian sobbed.

 Imogen arrived twenty minutes later. "What's going on?" she asked scared. "I need to tell you something..." Vivian whispered. Imogen looked frightened at Vivian wondering what could be so important it couldn't be said over the phone. Vivian leaned towards Imogen and whispered: "I think I might be pregnant." Imogen looked up at Vivian and smiled. "Congratulations!" she yelled happily. "No, no, be quiet." Vivian whispered back.

 "Being pregnant is a great thing, I can't wait until I have another baby myself." Imogen said while comforting Vivian. "You should be happy you can even have children!" she then said. Vivian hadn't thought about the fact that there was a possibility she could never have children, with the focus on was, that is. "But I just moved here, I, I... I don't know anything about babies. I didn't even have any siblings!" Vivian said with a sad voice.

 "That's what you got instincts for, dear." Imogen said laughing. "Anyways, you've got me too, so you'll be alright." Vivian smiled by the fact that she had at least one person supporting her. But how was she going to tell Elliot? They had just gotten together, it was way too early to begin planning a family together, right? "Oh...My...Gosh. I think I need to throw up!" Vivian said before sprinting towards the bathroom.

 "I bet you're pregnant." Imogen said teasing Vivian a bit. Vivian forced a tiny smile before sinking her shoulder and going back to sobbing. "I can't handle a baby.." she said. "What am I going to do?" Imogen looked at Vivian, she didn't really know what to say, at least she did have a husband, a house and a job. All Vivian had was herself, three dogs, a cheap house and a lousy pay from some of her books.

 "Maybe I should just get rid of it?" Vivian said almost crying. Imogen gasped and said: "NO! If you are pregnant you're keeping the baby. You don't want to tell any future children that they had a brother or sister that you murdered just because you were scared?" Imogen said angry. Vivian was a bit set back by Imogen's attitude towards abortion. Vivian had always believed that people should have the right to decided for themselves without anyone interfering and yelling. After a couple of long seconds of silence Imogen said. "I'm going to leave now and you're going to call this baby daddy and let him know what is going on. And tomorrow you're going to pee on a stick and then let me know what's happening!" Vivian just stood there. "Bye." Imogen said while walking out the door.

After a couple of minutes gathering her thoughts Vivian picked up her phone from her back pocket, dialed Elliot's number and called. "Elliot, can you come over, we need to talk!"

Chapter 2, Part 4 "Sexy time"

 Vivian came back home with a marvelous mood. She was insanely happy and very much in love. Something her dog would benefit from because she was also of course in a cuddly mood. Especially Sake enjoyed his time with Vivian after a long day home alone with two girls. Pepper didn't really care that Vivian was back home since she had played in the garden all day and hadn't noticed Vivian's disappearance.

 After a couple of hours the phone began to ring. It was Elliot who wanted to know if he could come over for a cup of tea or coffee maybe. "Of course, you're always welcome here." Vivian said flirty. "Ok, I'll be there in a few minutes, just need to freshen up a bit." Elliot said and hang up. Vivian could feel butterflies in her stomach, it was so exciting, her new boyfriend was coming over for the first time. "For the first time..." Vivian said to herself realizing they didn't really know each other very well. They had just recently met and only spoken a little extra online. Was it enough? The doorbell rang, and Vivian knew that it was Elliot. She looked in the mirror before she ran over to open the door for him. None of them said anything, not even the dogs made a sound, but it didn't bother them, it was actually quite romantic just standing there, staring into each others eyes. Elliot suddenly leaned towards Vivian and kissed her.

 "I'm tired, are you?" Elliot asked, obviously hinting that he wanted something more than just making out. "I guess.." Vivian replied hesitating. And so they walked hand in hand into her bedroom. Vivian clearly knew what was going to happen, and she was both excited and frightened at the same time. It was sort of an awkward silence, the long moment before they spoke and before anything happened.

 Elliot grabbed Vivian's hand and pulled her on top of him. She smiled and giggled. He was so handsome, and she was so in love with him. His eyes were sparkling beautiful, his hair, she had never seen such hair.

 "Elliot, I need to tell you something..." Vivian said shy. "What's up?" Elliot said smiling. Vivian hesitated a while before she finally said: "I'm a virgin." Elliot just smiled even more. Vivian tried to smile back, but it was clearly an awkward and painful smile. "You're so cute, that's why I love you." Elliot said before leaning towards her and kissing her. And what happened next, well, I'm sure you can imagine!

Chapter 2, Part 3 "Hello there"

 A couple of days later Vivian got a call from Elliot who wanted to know if she'd like to join him for a cup of coffee. They hadn't seen each other in a couple of days, but they had talked online with each other and there were surely and interest there from both sides. Of course Vivian bursted out an excited yes. Elliot laughed at the other end of the line which again made Vivian laugh and blush, good thing Elliot couldn't see her because she got really red.

 So she drove off to the café in her pink little car noticing Elliot was in the car right behind her, not sure if he knew she was in the car in front of him. At least it made Vivian's mood even better than it already was.

Once there they couldn't wait to get inside, order the coffee and start the conversation. It was like they couldn't get enough of each other in the way that they always had more to talk about. It was clear that they were attracted to each other, in more than one way, that is. The topics wandered from elephants to mosquitos and back to the moon, they talked about literally everything.

Three cops of coffee each later the realized it was time to say goodbye. One could see in both faces that they really didn't want to leave each other, but they had to. Vivian had to go home to her dogs and Elliot had his sister's horse he had promised to take care of while she was at school working on a big paper. They both felt a bit guilty that they had spent so many hours together, but at the same time it felt good being close. "Can I see you again soon?" Elliot asked shy. A big smile popped up on Vivian's face. "Yes, yes, I'd love that." she laughed. It was like laying on pink clouds, Vivian was in love with Elliot. Elliot reached for her hands and held them tight.

Vivian put her hands on Elliot's waist and Elliot moved his hands on Vivian's neck and gave her head a little push towards his face. He leaned in for a kiss, and there it was, their first kiss! It was everything Vivian had ever dreamt of. She saw firework and she was pretty sure it was the same way for Elliot as well. Could life become better than this?

"Will you be my girl?" Elliot asked right before kissing Vivian again. A warm feeling rushed through Vivian's body. Her first boyfriend? Vivian hesitated a little before answering: "If you'll be my boy first?" Elliot looked at her with a smile and laughed a cute and innocent laugh. "I'll be your man, baby." he said joking. 

Chapter 2, Part 2 "A couple of days later"

 A couple of days went by as normal and Vivian life got back to her routines with hygiene and dog-time. She didn't mind all the routines, they made her feel safe and comfortable, but for most sims, Vivian included repeating everything every day becomes boring. She didn't really use her pool, it was meant for her dogs who loved water, but one day she decided she would join her dogs and take a swim.

 A few days after meeting Eliza Frost Vivian noticed this other person in the house next door. Could that be the brother? She decided she would fix her self a bit and go over and check it out, and so she did. The guy looked very handsome from afar, and oh, was he handsome close as well. Vivian introduced herself. "Hi there, I'm Vivian, I live next door." The guy smiled and took her hand. "I'm Elliot, Frost, my sister told me about you, I'm pleased to meet you." he said. Vivian blushed, how cute he was, she thought.

 There were no awkward silence between them, it felt like they could talk forever. "What do you do for a living?" Vivian asked. The boy looked up in the sky with an expression that made Vivian understand he had to think through a good answer. "I work at the book store at the moment, though, I'm not going to work the for the rest of my life." Elliot said laughing. "My sister and I grew up in this house with out mother. We've never met our father. She died last summer." Elliot said quickly. Vivian could see his eyes water up. "I'm so sorry for your loss..." Vivian quickly replied, hoping it would cheer up Elliot.

 After talking for over two hours they got on the topic astronomy. "I love to look at the stars." Vivian said while blushing. Elliot smiled and said: "The stars will come up in a about an hour, would you mind joining me watching them?" Vivian's heart melted a little as she nodded and smiled a giant, bright smile.

 The sun finally went down and the stars were visible in the sky. Vivian and Elliot sat down on the ground in front of Elliot's house and looked up. "Are you cold?" he asked with a shy smile on his face. He reached for Vivian's hands and grabbed her left hand. "Oh, you're freezing, do you mind if I warm your hands?" he asked flirty. Vivian didn't mind at all and giggled. And so they sat there, holding hands, watching the stars. Vivian had never felt such chemistry with anyone else before, except for her dogs maybe, though, she felt something so different for Elliot than for her dogs. Those feelings she felt when she was sitting there with Elliot frightened her a little.

 "Ah shooting star!" Vivian shouted. How romantic, she thought and made a wish. "What did you wish for?" Elliot asked. Could he read her mind? Vivian blushed and said: "It won't come true if I tell you, will it now?" They started to laugh.

"I think it's time to go home, I need to feed and clean the dogs, I'm sure they're impatient now." Vivian said a little upset. Elliot just looked at her in a sad way. "I don't want to go." Vivian said, not really realizing what had just come out of her mouth. "Me neither." Elliot quickly replied, smiling at Vivian. He grabbed her and pulled her close to him. Was he going to kiss her, already? Vivian began to blush. Elliot dragged her closer to him and gave her a long, warm hug. And then they said goodnight and Vivian walked home. No kiss, just new feelings.